World and me conflicts !!

 As I have already mentioned,I'm a very indigenous person who has improved a lot but yet I sometimes don't see any way out.Also I can't stay without telling a person going on wrong way, to stop and catch the right one.

one of my best friends asked me today not to be judgmental for(something not to be mentioned). But have to tell and can find no words to say......

I'll try to narrate it quickest n most indirect way I can.I know u'll surely read it(as u regularly do that for me).So here I go...
I've not lived a very long n experiencing kind-of life but still I don't know how but I have a thing in me or u can say I get VIBES for things. And of course this time it was negative. I know I'm not wrong in course of trusting u.Still... U r WRONG this time :(

 
Not always we fall from a motor bike,when we ride it fast.Its only at times when we have met an accidents.
Its not always that Lecturer is watching us, Its only the time when he stops us from eating in CLASS.
Its not we start drinking to be a drunkard, Its a thing that perhaps comes within unknowingly,settles down there, Only way out of that is ,either accept it or let this thing go.

Things never change around us.Its always us who change,Its our perception towards things.

A person can not be best for you who wants u to do wrong things unless he himself believes it to be right.A father and a friend is always different in relation.A father can become a good friend.But a friend can never be a good father.

A good friend never lets you do stupid things. neither ALONE nor together.I'm really happy when u r happy.But being happy after doing wrong things is taking you long way away.

I know I'm not suppose to say this but I had to ,and I will. I know u have promised me u wont repeat but thats not the end, when u feel really good in doing wrong. This feeling of "GOOD" in wrong doings is A REAL DEVI.
See to judge any thing ,If its right thing to do, its a good practice to do(telling u this if u shun me after reading this post) Try to stand neutral , where nothing matters you i.e. neither in favor  nor against. Like a "ZERO" in a number line, try to see things from there.Surely,we are not perfectionists like the Almighty, n we tend to a wrong thing if bad thing lured us.

I know you will 10 X times feel one thing about me...."So much of Granny crap....stop giving me that u (whatever and what not)." But I personally believe,there is hell a lot difference in growing up and growing bad, in Progress and "Regress", In making a decision and accepting one. In taking a thing and borrowing one. Its too much complicated if you see and too much feeble to get attention.
 I'm not sure if this is going to work, any ways you'll always be the same for me no matter what comes next....I know you had been good at every thing so long , but I barely have any words to speak...I' about speechless!!

I'day 2013: I missed

Yesterday, was the 15^th August 2013, the 67^th Independence day of India. But for me, it was my very first Independence Day I missed, as I had no job, no college nor any school where I was asked to come early morning for the flag hoisting ceremony. I was not invited anywhere for the celebration.

Early morning, when I went across the roads I saw school children herald and acclaimed with all their vigour and merry faces, groomed in their white uniforms rushed towards their schools. When I returned back home, I found all my family members, away to their respective organizations and institutes for celebration without heeding at all for my celebration. And in my life, ever for the very first time I felt so much overwhelmed for not being able to celebrate Independence Day.

I wholeheartedly regretted my middle and high school days, when I and many of my kind ,our school troops, used to curse our school administration for the heavy fine that was payable on absence on National festival celebrations in school premises.

At schools we hailed cultural programmes and hardly bothered about long and boring speeches from the dais. And then it was the REFRESHMENT, which we had without failure, and some even twice or thrice enjoyed it in pretext that we’ve looted school assets by looting the refreshments. But to say about my memories, I only have very blissful and peace giving memories about all celebrations I had of national festival.

Again back to life, when my family returned home after a die-hard celebration, they discussed their day out and celebrations, at the table, where I sat mum.

This is where I realized that a huge part of population that does not celebrate national festivals, for years, though there are many other social gatherings that celebrate national festivals publicly and invite everybody, but as a matter of fact, we know, it is more of promotion than of patriotism or celebrations.

Also I thought of a domestic form of National festival celebrations that is ought to be existent in all the families without a faux pas. In the same manner as we have all our religious festivals and rituals practiced at our homes without any delay and failure. We need not to set heavy budgets for such a celebration. Just share gifts with the younger ones as it lures and motivates them, greet the elders, take their blessings and on the regular basis one should keep their children aware of welfare and credibility of our nation. Always tell them about how at a very small level we can help our nation stand strong and progress without loss of resources. This helps in bringing in courage and adherence in the upcoming generations, as indeed we find it lacking in our nation and the continuous flee from duties.

But the story of 67^th Independence Day did not end my day here…. After a few hours, I happened to pass through the same streets and again my heart was broken into pieces…. The school children and the I ‘day rallies showed off the flags high for hours cross the streets to show their love and affection towards their nation and later failed, even to show the least respect towards our national flag???

I found many national flags of paper and plastic lying on the road sides, without any heed and attention, along with the refreshment wrappers!!!

Surely, teach children to undoubtedly love our nation and celebrate Independence but also not forget to teach to respect the national symbols and heritage with due respect.

Let us promise to ourselves and to our nation that we would never ever spend this day as I had yesterday and do not just enjoy these days as mere break or holiday. Else we and the coming generations shall regret it, I am sure.

Women & World (0000 to 2013)

See my jinx , I thought I would write something out-of-the-box! 

My luck is bringing me back to those dark streets of black thoughts.....It is so awkward for me to discuss this with same society who is herself responsible for incidences like DELHI GANG RAPE!

It is also the same society who occupies all streets to protest this incidence,and also the ONE who SHARES pictures of live incidence and victim's pictures on FACEBOOK.

It too much!I don't understand is this society worth any thing....??? They do SCAMS,They do RAPES,They Spread TERROR,They Do INJUSTICE,They Want Equality,They also Want the same EQUALITY before any one gets (ROTFL)....!!! what does this society wants is question.....with more or less no answer!!

A metro city and CAPITAL CITY OF INDIA....HAS NO WOMEN SAFE IN IT???? It was just 09.00pm , which is much like a evening time is a metro.Even in country side it ain't so late by nine pm.At such a time a 23 years old girl (published in the name of DAMINI ) was raped and what not... oh god...

Why not people think like:what if it was me ?? what if it was someone near and dear of mine? What if she was my Daughter?

From WIKIPEDIA: 

 
So here INDIAN POLITICS starts making politics of her also... Mr Kejriwal  says he wont give party tickets for election n blah blah...Mrs Shiela Dixit say: free MARSHAL ARTS training for Delhi Girls will be provided...Education Minister puts forward A new shit out of his mind :A new syllabus to be brought up so that moral values should be taught compulsorily. that will help in keeping people out of this cheap n awe full mentality.
After this I know the next stories that i'm going to publish Text book Scam,Party ticket CAse,DELHI GANG RAPE CASE ANNIVERSARY I,II,III,IV....MORE OVER INVOLVEMENT  OF UNDERWORLD IN JURISDICTION PROCESS.BAIL PLEA, BLAH BLAH BLAH...N WHAT NOT...!!!


YET WOMEN OF SAME COUNTRY CONTINUE TO DANCE ITEM NUMBERS LIKE: FIRE BRIGADE MANGWA DE TU,ARMANO PAR HAI ARMAAN , fEVICOL SE          AND MORE OVER